After the Adventure: My First Descents Experience

In October 2026, I traveled to the Arkansas Ozarks for a week of rock climbing with First Descents. It was my first opportunity to really get to know others living with multiple sclerosis. Between the climbing, unexpected wildlife encounters, new friendships, and a few reminders of what my body can still do, I returned home with quite a bit to think about.

The Architecture of a Compressed Dreamscape

After years of personal challenges, including health issues and a divorce, Tourmaline . resumes creative endeavors by exploring dream research through photography. They examine the interplay of diagnoses like Multiple Sclerosis and ADHD in shaping their dreams, and how physical discomfort influences the narratives they create. This work captures the essence of their unique neurological experience.

The Weight of His Absence: Grief, Voice Notes, and Freud’s Free Association

Tourmaline . mourns the loss of Wolfgang, a beloved family member who greatly impacted her life. Struggling with grief after three months, the author reflects on their deep connection and the void left behind. They explore coping through a voice note, discovering parallels between their emotional experience and Freud's free association technique.

Real Life on MS

One day I'll get my life together- a sentiment I often think to myself. But maybe it is together, just a little disjointed.

Toy Photography as Resistance: When My Small Worlds Met the Wynn Newhouse Awards

There is something sacred about working in inches when miles feel impossible. Following a nomination for the Wynn Newhouse Awards, I considered what it means to build small worlds with multiple sclerosis, and to be seen within them.

Liking Things Might Make Me Uncool

Never losing interest, but maybe losing sight. Never disowning, but always distancing. My tumultuous journey with toys and miniatures as I worried about the perception of others in my school days.

Reflecting on My Path to MPH Graduation

I graduated with my Master of Public Health after three years of balancing classes, full-time work, research, and travel. From published studies to study abroad adventures, leadership awards, and personal milestones, this journey has been unforgettable — and the rest of 2025 is just getting started.

Well Hello There

After a period of absence due to health issues, including MS and herniated disks from a car accident, I am gradually getting back to normal. Following medical procedures in June, I am feeling better and have started creating art again. Stay tuned for updates and check out the images below for a glimpse of my work.

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